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The carriage came; and he entered the house again...
The carriage came; and he entered the house again at the same
moment, just in time to spend a few minutes with the family, and
be a witness?but that he saw nothing?of the tranquil manner in
which the daughters were parted with, and just in time to prevent
their sitting down to the breakfast-table, which, by dint of much
unusual activity, was quite and completely ready as the carriage drove
from the doorFanny?s last meal in her father?s house was in character
with her first: she was dismissed from it as hospitably as she had
been welcomed
How her heart swelled with joy and gratitude as she passed the
barriers of Portsmouth, and how Susan?s face wore its broadest smiles,
may be easily conceivedSitting forwards, however, and screened by
her bonnet, those smiles were unseen
The journey was likely to be a silent oneEdmund?s deep sighs
often reached FannyHad he been alone with her, his heart must
have opened in spite of every resolution; but Susan?s presence drove
him quite into himself, and his attempts to talk on indifferent subjects
could never be long supported
Fanny watched him with never-failing solicitude, and sometimes
catching his eye, revived an affectionate smile, which comforted
her; but the first day?s journey passed without her hearing a word
from him on the subjects that were weighing him downThe next
morning produced a little moreJust before their setting out from
Oxford, while Susan was stationed at a window, in eager observation
of the departure of a large family from the inn, the other two
were standing by the fire; and Edmund, particularly struck by the
alteration in chanel classic bags Fanny?s looks, and from his ignorance of the daily evils
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of her father?s house, attributing an undue share of the change, attributing
all to the recent event, took her hand, and said in a low,
but very expressive tone, ?No wonder?you must feel it?you must
sufferHow a man who had once loved, could desert you! But yours?
your regard was new compared with??Fanny, think of me!?
The first division of their journey occupied a long day, and brought
them, almost knocked up, to Oxford; but the second was over at a
much earlier hourThey were in the environs of Mansfield long
before the usual dinner-time, and as they approached the beloved
place, the hearts of both sisters sank a littleFanny began to dread
the meeting with her aunts and Tom, under so dreadful a humiliation;
and Susan to feel with some anxiety, that all her best manners,
all her lately acquired knowledge of what was practised here, was on
the point of being called into actionVisions of good and ill breeding,
of old vulgarisms and new gentilities, were before her; and she
was meditating much upon silver forks, napkins, and finger-glasses
Fanny had been everywhere awake to the difference of the country
since February; but when they entered the Park her perceptions and
her pleasures were of the keenest sortIt was three months, full three
months, since her quitting it, and the change was from winter to
summerHer eye fell everywhere on lawns and plantations of the
freshest green; and the trees, though not fully clothed, were in that
delightful state when farther beauty is known to be at hand, and
when, while much is actually louis vuitton wien given to the sight, more yet remains
for the imaginationHer enjoyment, however, was for herself alone
Edmund could not share itShe looked at him, but he was leaning
back, sunk in a deeper gloom than ever, and with eyes closed, as if
the view of cheerfulness oppressed him, and the lovely scenes of
home must be shut out
It made her melancholy again; and the knowledge of what must
be enduring there, invested even the house, modern, airy, and well
situated as it was, with a melancholy aspect
By one of the suffering party within they were expected with such
impatience as she had never known beforeFanny had scarcely passed
the solemn-looking servants, when Lady Bertram came from the
drawing-room to meet her; came with no indolent step; and falling
on her neck, said, ?Dear Fanny! now I shall be comfortable
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CHAPTER XLVII
IT HAD BEEN A MISERABLE PARTY, each of the three believing themselves
most miserableNorris, however, as most attached to
Maria, was really the greatest suffererMaria was her first favourite,
the dearest of all; the match had been her own contriving, as she
had been wont with such pride of heart to feel and say, and this
conclusion of it almost overpowered her
She was an altered creature, quieted, stupefied, indifferent to everything
that passedThe being left with her sister and nephew, and
all the house under her care, had been an advantage entirely thrown
away; she had been unable to direct or dictate, or even fancy herself
usefulWhen really touched by affliction, her active powers had
been all benumbed; and neither Lady Bertram nor Tom had received
from her chanel cc logo earrings the smallest support or attempt at supportShe had
done no more for them than they had done for each otherThey
had been all solitary, helpless, and forlorn alike; and now the arrival
of the others only established her superiority in wretchednessHer
companions were relieved, but there was no good for herEdmund
was almost as welcome to his brother as Fanny to her aunt; but Mrs
Norris, instead of having comfort from either, was but the more
irritated by the sight of the person whom, in the blindness of her
anger, she could have charged as the daemon of the pieceHad Fanny
accepted MrCrawford this could not have happened
Susan too was a grievanceShe had not spirits to notice her in more
than a few repulsive looks, but she felt her as a spy, and an intruder,
and an indigent niece, and everything most odiousBy her other aunt,
Susan was received with quiet kindnessLady Bertram could not give
her much time, or many words, but she felt her, as Fanny?s sister, to
have a claim at Mansfield, and was ready to kiss and like her; and
Susan was more than satisfied, for she came perfectly aware that noth393
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ing but ill-humour was to be expected from aunt Norris; and was so
provided with happiness, so strong in that best of blessings, an escape
from many certain evils, that she could have stood against a great deal
more indifference than she met with from the others
She was now left a good deal to herself, to get acquainted with the
house and grounds as she could, and spent her days very happily in
so doing, while those who might otherwise have attended to her
were shut up, or wholly occupied each omega speedmaster replica with the person quite dependent
on them, at this time, for everything like comfort; Edmund
trying to bury his own feelings in exertions for the relief of his
brother?s, and Fanny devoted to her aunt Bertram, returning to every
former office with more than former zeal, and thinking she could
never do enough for one who seemed so much to want her
To talk over the dreadful business with Fanny, talk and lament,
was all Lady Bertram?s consolationTo be listened to and borne with,
and hear the voice of kindness and sympathy in return, was everything
that could be done for herTo be otherwise comforted was
out of the questionThe case admitted of no comfortLady Bertram
did not think deeply, but, guided by Sir Thomas, she thought justly
on all important points; and she saw, therefore, in all its enormity,
what had happened, and neither endeavoured herself, nor required
Fanny to advise her, to think little of guilt and infamy
Her affections were not acute, nor was her mind tenaciousAfter
a time, Fanny found it not impossible to direct her thoughts to
other subjects, and revive some interest in the usual occupations;
but whenever Lady Bertram was fixed on the event, she could see it
only in one light, as comprehending the loss of a daughter, and a
disgrace never to be wiped off
Fanny learnt from her all the particulars which had yet transpired
Her aunt was no very methodical narrator, but with the help of
some letters to and from Sir Thomas, and what she already knew
herself, and could reasonably combine, she was soon able to understand
quite as much as she wished of the circumstances attending
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The carriage came; and he entered the house again at the same
moment, just in time to spend a few minutes with the family, and
be a witness?but that he saw nothing?of the tranquil manner in
which the daughters were parted with, and just in time to prevent
their sitting down to the breakfast-table, which, by dint of much
unusual activity, was quite and completely ready as the carriage drove
from the doorFanny?s last meal in her father?s house was in character
with her first: she was dismissed from it as hospitably as she had
been welcomed
How her heart swelled with joy and gratitude as she passed the
barriers of Portsmouth, and how Susan?s face wore its broadest smiles,
may be easily conceivedSitting forwards, however, and screened by
her bonnet, those smiles were unseen
The journey was likely to be a silent oneEdmund?s deep sighs
often reached FannyHad he been alone with her, his heart must
have opened in spite of every resolution; but Susan?s presence drove
him quite into himself, and his attempts to talk on indifferent subjects
could never be long supported
Fanny watched him with never-failing solicitude, and sometimes
catching his eye, revived an affectionate smile, which comforted
her; but the first day?s journey passed without her hearing a word
from him on the subjects that were weighing him downThe next
morning produced a little moreJust before their setting out from
Oxford, while Susan was stationed at a window, in eager observation
of the departure of a large family from the inn, the other two
were standing by the fire; and Edmund, particularly struck by the
alteration in chanel classic bags Fanny?s looks, and from his ignorance of the daily evils
391
Jane Austen
of her father?s house, attributing an undue share of the change, attributing
all to the recent event, took her hand, and said in a low,
but very expressive tone, ?No wonder?you must feel it?you must
sufferHow a man who had once loved, could desert you! But yours?
your regard was new compared with??Fanny, think of me!?
The first division of their journey occupied a long day, and brought
them, almost knocked up, to Oxford; but the second was over at a
much earlier hourThey were in the environs of Mansfield long
before the usual dinner-time, and as they approached the beloved
place, the hearts of both sisters sank a littleFanny began to dread
the meeting with her aunts and Tom, under so dreadful a humiliation;
and Susan to feel with some anxiety, that all her best manners,
all her lately acquired knowledge of what was practised here, was on
the point of being called into actionVisions of good and ill breeding,
of old vulgarisms and new gentilities, were before her; and she
was meditating much upon silver forks, napkins, and finger-glasses
Fanny had been everywhere awake to the difference of the country
since February; but when they entered the Park her perceptions and
her pleasures were of the keenest sortIt was three months, full three
months, since her quitting it, and the change was from winter to
summerHer eye fell everywhere on lawns and plantations of the
freshest green; and the trees, though not fully clothed, were in that
delightful state when farther beauty is known to be at hand, and
when, while much is actually louis vuitton wien given to the sight, more yet remains
for the imaginationHer enjoyment, however, was for herself alone
Edmund could not share itShe looked at him, but he was leaning
back, sunk in a deeper gloom than ever, and with eyes closed, as if
the view of cheerfulness oppressed him, and the lovely scenes of
home must be shut out
It made her melancholy again; and the knowledge of what must
be enduring there, invested even the house, modern, airy, and well
situated as it was, with a melancholy aspect
By one of the suffering party within they were expected with such
impatience as she had never known beforeFanny had scarcely passed
the solemn-looking servants, when Lady Bertram came from the
drawing-room to meet her; came with no indolent step; and falling
on her neck, said, ?Dear Fanny! now I shall be comfortable
392
Mansfield Park
CHAPTER XLVII
IT HAD BEEN A MISERABLE PARTY, each of the three believing themselves
most miserableNorris, however, as most attached to
Maria, was really the greatest suffererMaria was her first favourite,
the dearest of all; the match had been her own contriving, as she
had been wont with such pride of heart to feel and say, and this
conclusion of it almost overpowered her
She was an altered creature, quieted, stupefied, indifferent to everything
that passedThe being left with her sister and nephew, and
all the house under her care, had been an advantage entirely thrown
away; she had been unable to direct or dictate, or even fancy herself
usefulWhen really touched by affliction, her active powers had
been all benumbed; and neither Lady Bertram nor Tom had received
from her chanel cc logo earrings the smallest support or attempt at supportShe had
done no more for them than they had done for each otherThey
had been all solitary, helpless, and forlorn alike; and now the arrival
of the others only established her superiority in wretchednessHer
companions were relieved, but there was no good for herEdmund
was almost as welcome to his brother as Fanny to her aunt; but Mrs
Norris, instead of having comfort from either, was but the more
irritated by the sight of the person whom, in the blindness of her
anger, she could have charged as the daemon of the pieceHad Fanny
accepted MrCrawford this could not have happened
Susan too was a grievanceShe had not spirits to notice her in more
than a few repulsive looks, but she felt her as a spy, and an intruder,
and an indigent niece, and everything most odiousBy her other aunt,
Susan was received with quiet kindnessLady Bertram could not give
her much time, or many words, but she felt her, as Fanny?s sister, to
have a claim at Mansfield, and was ready to kiss and like her; and
Susan was more than satisfied, for she came perfectly aware that noth393
Jane Austen
ing but ill-humour was to be expected from aunt Norris; and was so
provided with happiness, so strong in that best of blessings, an escape
from many certain evils, that she could have stood against a great deal
more indifference than she met with from the others
She was now left a good deal to herself, to get acquainted with the
house and grounds as she could, and spent her days very happily in
so doing, while those who might otherwise have attended to her
were shut up, or wholly occupied each omega speedmaster replica with the person quite dependent
on them, at this time, for everything like comfort; Edmund
trying to bury his own feelings in exertions for the relief of his
brother?s, and Fanny devoted to her aunt Bertram, returning to every
former office with more than former zeal, and thinking she could
never do enough for one who seemed so much to want her
To talk over the dreadful business with Fanny, talk and lament,
was all Lady Bertram?s consolationTo be listened to and borne with,
and hear the voice of kindness and sympathy in return, was everything
that could be done for herTo be otherwise comforted was
out of the questionThe case admitted of no comfortLady Bertram
did not think deeply, but, guided by Sir Thomas, she thought justly
on all important points; and she saw, therefore, in all its enormity,
what had happened, and neither endeavoured herself, nor required
Fanny to advise her, to think little of guilt and infamy
Her affections were not acute, nor was her mind tenaciousAfter
a time, Fanny found it not impossible to direct her thoughts to
other subjects, and revive some interest in the usual occupations;
but whenever Lady Bertram was fixed on the event, she could see it
only in one light, as comprehending the loss of a daughter, and a
disgrace never to be wiped off
Fanny learnt from her all the particulars which had yet transpired
Her aunt was no very methodical narrator, but with the help of
some letters to and from Sir Thomas, and what she already knew
herself, and could reasonably combine, she was soon able to understand
quite as much as she wished of the circumstances attending
the hermes tas sto
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